My name is Marcus. I was born in Sydney but grew up on a farm just outside Goulburn since I was adopted at age of four. My mother gave me away when I was a baby as she was not able to take care of me. She died from heroine overdose when I was two. This should be enough for a time being. I will reveal more as we go.
Summer in the creek – Losing innocence – Part 1
Discovering my body started when I was 12 if I remember well (could be a year earlier). Changes were sometimes confusing. Unlike most of other boys my age in the area I had to accept that I am “different”. Since my first thoughts about sex it was always about boys. It made the whole process more confusing and sometimes scary. I don’t think that even growing in a big city would be much easier for someone who is “different”. In a small town it is difficult. To make things worse, I was very feminine in my manners and that brings attention of others even if one is not gay. Well, I was sure from the very beginning that I am. Although there was not talk about sexuality with my schoolmates at that age we all were going through the same process and observing others. Some relatively close schoolmates started distancing from me. First I did not understand why but then I realised that they simply don’t want to be seen with someone who (at least) looks very gay.
As time was passing and we moved to a next grade in school, comments started flying about me and sometimes at me. I used to pretend not to notice anything. However, loneliness became part of my daily life. My best friends were two girls from my class. I guess that is kind of normal for most gay boys. I was a good student and was helping them with homework from time to time. However, I craved for a friend who is a boy rather than a girl.
Thomas was my schoolmate who lived on a farm next to ours. We were very close friends till last year. He started avoiding me at school but was friendly out of school. Towards school holiday he became part of a group of other boys who were verbally abusive towards me. We stopped socialising not only in the school but completely. He was tall, dark haired strong boy and I used to imagine being naughty with him when I was playing with myself in bed. His abusiveness turned me off and I started imagining faces completely strange to me.
During summer breaks we did not travel as people in cities do. I was not expected to do much on the farm and had a plenty of time. Spent it mostly fishing and swimming in the creek running between our farm and one belonging to Thomas’ parents. Sometimes I went to Goulburn on my bicycle enjoying 8 km ride but there was not much to do there – at least not for me.
That morning I woke up later than usually and was not sure what to do with myself. It is school holiday and I am stuck on the farm and did not really want to jump on my bicycle and ride to Goulburn as it was already hot at 9 am. Computer games did not seem to be an option today either. That left me with one option only – the creek. I packed my fishing gear and jumped on my bicycle and went to the creek.
I was the only one there as usual and picked my favourite place to start fishing. Also had a book with me. Set my fishing rod with the bite and leaned back against the tree in deep shadow. Flies were annoying and could not concentrate on my book. After a while decided it is time to cool down in the creek. Oh, I did not bring my swimwear and I stopped wearing undies a while ago. Looked around and could not see anyone. I am usually the only one coming here as Thomas parents have a swimming pool where we used to swim together during our happy days as mates. I took off my shirt and jeans and slowly walked in the water. It was very pleasant. Creek is quite small particularly during summer but big enough to swim a bit. I don’t know how long was I in the water when suddenly I hear a voice. It was Thomas. I got in panic and try to run out quickly and get dressed but it was too late. He was standing on the bank right behind me. I was sort of scared. Not from verbal abuses as I got used to that, but he became quite aggressive last couple of months in the school and I was avoiding him as much as I possibly could. He is stronger than me. Well, I will try to avoid trouble – is the only thing on my mind.
“Is water cold enough?”
“Yes. It is quite pleasant”
“I knew I will find you here”
“OK” – I really did not know what to say and was standing in the water.
“You always swim naked?”
“No. I forgot my swimwear today”
He started undressing and I was preparing for some very unpleasant times. I was very good runner and could jump out of the creek and try to escape but could not do it because Thomas was standing between me and my clothes.
“Should I get in nude as well? – He asked sarcastically
“It is up to you Thomas” – I managed to say
He took his shorts off and I could see his cock for the first time ever. It was the first time I have seen anyone’s cock in real. I turned my head on side to stop myself staring at his cock. It was not fully erect, but it was not soft either. He splashed in the water, went under water and appeared right next to me.
“Why are you so scared?”
“Don’t know… Am not…”
“You are” – he said loud and in commanding way
“Are you a fagot Marcus?”
“I am not. I don’t have any experience…”
“You are, and everyone knows that. Skinny girly boy”
He stepped closer to me and our bodies were touching side by side. His hand touched my cock.
“It feels very little”
He took my hand and placed it on his cock. It was hard.
“You like it? – he asked
I did not know what to say and stayed silent. He played with my cock while I was standing and shivering, not from cold water but from fear and excitement.
“You are uncut” he said – “My parents got me circumcised when I was a baby”
“My parents did not”
“You are not getting hard? Do you ever get hard yet?
“Yes, I do”
“You wank often? Do you have any sperm in your little cock?
“I started last year. If I fuck a girl now I can make her pregnant”
“You have any blankets or a towel”
“Let’s go out and lay on the towel. The creek is too small for serious swimming”
He took my arm and pulled me out from the water. I was reluctant to get out but did not try to resist. We walked to the tree where my bag was, and I pulled towel out and spread it on the grass.
“Is it always small and covered with the foreskin” – he asked me as he took my cock in his hand
“I can pull foreskin back”
“I will do that” – he said and started pulling my foreskin back.
“Please slow. It is tight”
“Lay down and don’t cry like a baby.”
I did as he said and started feeling that my cock is getting a bit harder as he pulled my foreskin back and I moaned quietly.
“You are starting to get hard. Your cock-head is so red. Must be because it is always covered with your skin”
My cock quickly became hard. He slapped it and lied down on side next to me.
“Turn towards me. Want to measure cocks” he said firmly
I turned around and I did not feel scared any more
“Mine is an inch longer and thicker” he said proudly.
“Touch it. Don’t be scared”
I took his cock in my hand. It was so exciting feeling. Am I dreaming? We played with each other’s cock for a while
“Your cock is getting wet. Did you cum?”
“No, it just gets wet when I touch it for a while”
“Mine does not. I was reading that vagina get wet when excited. You must be a girl” – he laughed but there was no sarcasm in it and I smiled.
“Did you fuck a girl yet Thomas?
“No” – he said after being silent for a while. “Girls in our class are into older boys…”
“Did you ever kiss a girl? I mean like in the movies.”
“No” he said after even longer silence
He pulled me close to him and our lips were very close to each other. He then leaned towards me and started kissing me. First it was like just kissing but then his tongue pushed its way in my mouth and we were kissing like in a movie.
“It was my first time to kiss like this. Yours too?”
“Yes. It is quite easy. Easier than I thought.”
I moved closer and he started kissing me again now with more passion. He held his arms around my waist and touching my buns and I had my arms around his neck. His arms moved down, and he spread my buns with them. Oh My God…
“I think I am going to cum” – I said with excitement
“Don’t cum so quick!” – he said and pushed me a bit away. It worked, and I did not cum but my breathing was very fast.
“I think I cum quick too but not that quick. Are you OK now?”
“Yes, I am fine”
“You have not been with other guys yet?
“You think about being with guys or girls when you wank?”
“I thought so. Do you fuck them, or they fuck you?”
“They fuck me” – I was so relaxed and was not scared to say it!
“Predictable” – he laughed. “I dream about fucking Sophia from our class” …” Do I know anyone you dream about fucking you?”
“Cool. Who is it?”
“You” – I said this very quietly
He pushed me away and slapped me. I suddenly started feeling scared again and stayed away and quiet. My cock lost erection and my head was buzzing – what am I going to do now? Should I try to run away?… Thomas leaned against the tree a looked lost but not angry.
“Come closer” he said after a while. His cock was semi-erect now. I moved closer to him but not touching his body. – “Closer” he said and pulled me – “Your cock is soft now”
“I am scared – that is why it is soft”
He pulled me and started kissing me again while playing with my cock and balls. My erection was back immediately but it took me a while to completely relax.
“You never sucked cock before?”
“Suck it now!” – his voice was decisive. He guided my head and his cock was in my mouth quickly. Well, we all have seen some clips on Internet, so I knew what to do. He was pushing it deep into my throat and I was gasping for the air and my saliva was dripping from my mouth on his balls. He started moaning, pushing in and out faster and then screamed and I could feel his cum filling my mouth and going down my throat and dripping out…. He finally stopped pushing and let my head free. I pulled his cock out of my mouth and started whipping his cum from my face. It was sticky and was smelling like mine. He was still breathing deep while resting against the tree. I started wanking and cum with a big blow spraying over top of my head – unreal. We lay down next to each other on my towel in silence for quite some time.
“I have to rush back home. It is past lunch time” – he said after getting up and dipping into the creek. His cock was soft now but still impressive. I enjoyed watching him. He dressed quickly and leaned towards me – “I will kill you if you tell about this to anybody! Did you understand?!”
“I will not tell anybody – honest” – He got up and started walking away and then stopped
“I shell see you here tomorrow”
“Sure Thomas. Have a great day”
He walked away, and I stayed resting against the tree. His cum was dry now all over my face and hair. My cum was also dry all over my stomach, chest and even hair. I have no words to describe how was I feeling. I was so happy and lazy to move but after a while I dipped in the creek, washed myself and dressed ready to go home. Still pinching myself to make sure it was not just a dream.